DONE! Done with sitting around here in winnipeg. Yes i do love it here and i want to live here. But right now i cant deal with it! I just want to be out in the warmth at a beach where i dont have to wear 4 sweaters outside just to be comfortable. I hate having to walk outside in this cold everyday. I have been talking so much with people about memories of warmth and trips to fantastic different places. Now i know thats what i want to be doing now. Why didnt i plan to travel this year? Oh yeah, well besides having no money, Who knows. Well im done ranting for now!

Current Mood: aggravated

Following Lukes example im also going to do my new years resolutions.

1. Be happier with myself

2. Work on singing and acting (aka find real classes to take)

3. Get a real job and possibly quit the job i have

4. Be happier all around

Not much and i think im missing some but those seem to be the most important of the moment.

Current Mood: amused

Takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love."

Oh how I love Charlie Brown!

Current Mood: good

So I just got back from my prairie voices auditions. I absolutely hate singing auditions. Its so hard to get up and sing infront of such a small room of strangers. If it was a group of like 50 people or something it would have been fine but it was 4 people in the room. Thats the worst because you can see everyones faces clearly and know exactly what they are thinking about you. My two songs were Prepare the way and Where is love? Didnt have time to choose any better songs. They went alright, were no major screw ups although I sounded shaky but thats just because its nerve racking!! After that they asked me to read this thing in spanish. Dont even need to talk about that. Then i did some sight reading which was hard and i did not do it correctly. I would like to get in although right now, thinking of the test, that doesnt really seem possible unless im completely wrong about how i thought i sounded. Well there is nothing i can really do now but wait....

Current Mood: depressed

So this week has been going by insanely slowly. Yearbook really sucks because we actually do absolutely nothing. Its terrible how sad it is. The one good part of this week is that we got to play baseball which i havent done for years and years. It was fun even if i am not very good at it. We were going to skip yearbook tomorow and go to the beach but Mr.Enns has completely guilted me into staying. Apparently there is actually going to be work to do tomorow so they will need people there. Grrrr, I will be happy when this is over.
I am starting to feel kinda weird about grad. I called a friend today that i havent seen for a week and it felt as though we hadnt talked for like a month. After ONE WEEK! That is so wrong. I dont know what I am going to do not seeing people for longer then like a month.

Current Mood: anxious

Outdoor ed week is finally here. I thought i would be so excited because all exams are over and we have no real work to do. But i am wondering why i am in yearbook. Well it was completely my fault because i didnt hand in any form and i didnt want to go camping by myself. I mean its not that bad, at least im with many of my friends. But i would way rather be outside at like a beach or biking about the city or something! Oh well, we didnt really do much work today so maybe they will kick us out, that would be nice.
Spent about the first two minutes working with L and A (need to find pseudonyms ( is that how you spell it?)!) looking through pictures to crop and stuff. That got very boring very fast so i went into the other computer lab to do the little commenty thingys about pictures with KL and R. I absolutely hate sports photos! They are so boring its not even funny. Spent most of the day there. That was actually alot of fun thou. got to talk alot with mostly KL and J. Listened to some fantastically catchy trash for a while untill some people couldnt take it anymore and we listened to J's music. Which is very nice even if EJ started getting a little depressed by a few songs. Oh well! still good times.
Im So excited for tomorow! a bunch of us are going at our lunch break to a park to play.... Baseball!!!! BASEBALL!!! That totally rocks! That is like my favorite sport ever!( and i usually hate sports!) So i am ridiculously excited to go play some baseball!
Exactly one week till grad! finally we get to put on our grad dresses! Everyone is going to look so amazing! I cannot wait!

Current Mood: Giddy is such a great word!

So a crazy lot of stuff has been going on these past few days. First of all school is now officially over! its amazing! Actually right now it hasnt sunk in and im still expecting to go back to westgate next year, i will probably be really sad when i realise that westgate time is over but oooh well. Its time to go on to other better things!
Went to a party yesterday night. Not terribly eventful. Well i talked with people that i most likely wouldnt have really talked with in a different situation. The evening felt really long thou and i kinda feel bad about some parts. but all and all it was a good night! Im really going to miss having big parties with the whole grade. Thats most likely not going to happen nearly as often if at all in the future. That is very sad...
On to the most recent event! I had a really nice night with my family. Well not my whole family. One sister, my brother and my mom. Went out to this nice little italian cafe thing that i realllly want to work at next year. I deffinitely dont think im going to get a job there because the people working there have been there for many many years and i dont know if they have any openings. Oh well! we'll see what happens next year. After that we went to grant park to see nacho libre. Actually a really funny movie although i'm not really sure if i liked it or not. Hard to describe but it was kinda like napoleon dynamite in that really random crazy way. After the movie we went outside to go home and realised that it was raining pretty hard core out there. We ran to what we thought was our vehicle and realised it wasnt only when we had pulled at the doors for about five minutes. Got completely soaked! It was alot of fun and some crazy guy honked at us and started laughing.

Current Mood: relaxed

I hate exams so much!! More then hating exams i hate a certain terrible math teacher because she just sucks so much that i want to throw chairs and pens and computers at her all the time! i did some extreme studying for math tonight with a bunch of people and im really hoping that will cause me to get 35% or higher on the exam. Then I will be happy and not have to go to summer school. That would be the absolute worst thing ever.
On a good note of the day we just had the most fabulous rain ever! Me and Kendewawa had races down the street and got completely soaked. I love sisterly moments, we dont have them all the time of them but when we do its always exciting.
In two days i will be done taking math classes (or doing math exams) for the rest of my life! That makes me so happy its ridiculous. I am going to get some sleep so tomorrow i will not be as haggard as i was today. goodnight!

Current Mood: calm

Wow, this is so very weird! Alright, well this is going to be my first live journal entry ever! I have been thinking about getting one for a long time but im just not sure at all what kinda stuff to write about. k, well to start off right now is a crazy time to be getting a livejournal thinger and i really should be off doing work and studying for exams but i just dont really care about that kinda stuff. Thats really not a good thing and i deffinitely should care but its soooo close to being completely done with highschool that I feel like im already done. Oh highschool. Even thou i just said i feel like im done already it doesnt really make sense to me that we would be done. Like school is all i have known for soooo long! I really want to graduate. The only thing i am worried about is losing contact with my friends. We are such a close group of people that it seems like it would just be wrong to lose them all after highschool. Annnyways, this is fun! Well i am going to go see if i can get some math studying in before the weekend is over and exams begin! Im going to study right now with some friends, i tried that yesterday and it deffinitely didnt work but it seems i dont really know anything when i study by myself this year. I really hope that we get something productive done! Ciao!